I have loved the stars too fondly To be fearful of the night.

tadah

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 16:35:38 GMT

here's my new improved list. this time i wrote it myself, with out janey/hazel/linette intruding. :P

things i want to do before i die:
1. bunjee jump
2. sky dive!!
3. get in ATENEO
4. make a change
5. get perfect abs
6. rob a bank
7. get famous
8. vandalize a wall
9. make a 10ft tall sand castle
10. get a nice EVEN tan
11. remove Gloria's mole
12. color my hair red
13. get a tatoo
14. get my belly pierced
15. shave my head
16. swim with whales
17. parasail and snowboard
18. milk a cow
19. FINALLY model (woohoo!kiss my feet hazel!:D)
20. climb a coconut tree
21. kiss everyone i love <3
22. meet Ashton Kutcher
23. star in a movie
24. go salsa/belly dancing
25. make wine the traditional way (squishy feet thing)
26. speak french
27. climb the great wall of china and zi eiffel tower (using the stairs)
28. corn roll my hair
29. fire a gun***
30. pick apples from an apple tree!
31. travel the world
32. get my own condo
33. go clubbing 5 nights in a row
34. pierce my ear (im close to doing that)
35. scuba dive with the fishies
36. make sushi
37. eat 20 pcs of chili w/o water
38. run barefoot in the fields of Ayala Alabang
39. confess all the takases to mother dear
40. read the whole bible
41. eat only rocky road icecream for one whole day
42. live on fries and lasagna for a whole week
43. go walking under the rain---part 3
44. dont pluck my eyebrows for a month (ahhh!!FRIDA!!!)
45. try not to turn red whenever im embarassed/shy/hyper (ill try.)
46. not smile for a day

after 1 kazillion years..

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 15:55:43 GMT

after 1 kazillion years im finally updating my lj again. sigh. i dont have time for anything anymore nowadays. senior year is another hell year.. filled with trig and physics..YUCK! graduation is 8 months away. so busy studying for the entrance exams. my parents are preasuring me to get into ateneo. as if im not stressed enough. AGH!

i was looking back at my past entries over the year when..i started to cry! HAHA! no kidding. i know. im so weird. and emotional. i miss high school already and i haven't even left yet. keep thinking about the good ol' days. those fun, care free days.. i especially miss 1D and 2C (freshman and soph year). those were the funnest! had so many memories and good laughs. i miss being classmates with jabooboo, haze and netnet. fab four days! HAHA :) ill never forget that.

look what i found when i was looking back at my past entries!! GUYS! remember this? :) (i put *** on the things i WAS able to do)

->hey! ok. me, hazel, linette and janie were making a "Things to do before I'm dead" list. Here's mine:
1. tell my mom all the things i find unfair
2. admit to my mom all the takases
3. read the whole bible
4. go bunjee jumping
5. get a tatoo?!?
6. go wall/rock climbing***
7. go sky diving with out a parachut! wheeeeee
8. eat only rocky road icecream for one whole day
9. get a belly piercing
10. dye my hair black, red or blonde
11. save the turkeys! GOBBLE GOBBLE! (hazels on me with this one)
12. handstand one more time!!***
13. live on fries and lasagna for a whole week
14. stop calling people autistic
15. stop calling linette boobless! (ok ok. but u really are naman eh!)
16. get rid of my dog(NO..sorry net n hazel. OHHH! why do dogs love linette so much? because she's boney!!!haha)
17. be more annoying than my sisters***
18. travel around the world
19. make-out with my first boyfriend (hmm...*** JOKE! haha)
20. admit i like...MAHIR?!? EW!
21. make hazel meet mikel(my 5 thou!!)
22. party for 12 hours straight
23. make plans to go to rockwell and NOT cancel(hehe)
24. get a pedicure for my poor toe***
25. stop eating chocolates. it only results to pimples.
26. appear in CANDY MAG (get ready to pay up hazel!)
27. go camping***
28. go walking under the rain---part 2!***
29. go water skiing
30. never forge again!***
31. get a bot cut hair do
32. unleash my bad side....*** (hahaha)
33. play badminton again***
34. give birth to twins-exotic kids
35. convince my mom to be a spanish teacher (atleast its better than ms.martin)
36. share lollipops frum starbux w/ mt boyf..(wha?!?)
37. stop shushing lizzie***
38. dont pluck my eyebrows for a month
39. try not to turn red whenever im embarassed, shy or hyper(ill try...???)
40. not smile for a day

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 06:58:45 GMT

the rain outside seems to be affecting my mood. or is it because i just really feel crappy? *sigh*

its the last day of sembreak. it hasn't processed in my brain yet that we already have school tomorrow. im spending my last day of freedom cramming. im almost done researching for iws (its all due tom and i still have 3 more to go!), i still have to study for the cl test and memorize the stupid list of chemical fooshoo for chemistry. its useless i tell you! can someone please tell me how it will come to use when i take up business?

~i like him, she likes him, he likes her...yay.~

i miss training!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PUzzle hUzzle

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 13:11:59 GMT

Omeeegahd. last night was the most tiring evah! it was a mix of painting, craziness, painting, and more craziness. the whole night we just painted and fooled around. how fun. it was spent with lukers.Ü we crammed the whole puzzle. we finally finished painting the damn thing. and it came out soooooo nice!!!! except for the lower part. we were all sleepy and tamad na at that point. haha Ü we're just gonna fix it on friday na lang. what do you expect? we painted till 3:30 IN THE MORNING! franco dropped us home(thanjajas funko!) and i arrived home at 4. i didnt even bother washing the paint of myself. i just went straight to my bed and collapsed. but our hard work was so worth it. i love the puzzle. i love everyone who helped with the puzzle. it is bootyful now.Ü

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 14:44:46 GMT

exams are over.
*beam of light shines down with angels singing*

i need to sleeeeeeeeeep!!! you should have seen me this whole week! pale. with the eye bags and everything. this whole week ive been sleeping late because of the luke puzzle. the 39th weekend is already next week and the puzzle is so BIG. we're less than halfway done with it. franco kasi. wants to make it a special puzzle pa. grar! i kill you. kidding :)

we got our new innova! its so perdy. i hate the new car smell though. smells funkeh.

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 08:01:30 GMT

woho! i havent updated my journal for the longest time. busy busy busy!

guess what time i slept?? 6am this morning! came from greenbelt 3 and went home 12na.. went to Redbox to celebrate Vanessa's birthday. super fun! her theater friends are so crazy! I love crazy people! we sang the whole time! we stayed there for 5 hours! and now my throat hurts! but it was so worth it! so much fun. I loved it! :)

Exams next week! pray for me!

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 10:54:15 GMT

i hate last week! i got sick. i missed so much in school. missed the soiree last fri (not sat. my bad). i missed my tito's wedding and the first ss workshop. missed shopping today. the doctor said i have to stay home and rest. hayyyyy. last week was supposed to be my happy week. i just HAD to get sick.

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 14:58:33 GMT

Why are some guys like that? They have a girlfriend yet they're such incredible flirts.

-linny, i so totally agree with you.

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 14:30:13 GMT

this morning we had a game against afc A and B. i love team B! they are made up of such nice people! we made friends!:) haha i love em! team A on the other hand...tsk tsk tsk. they are so LESBIAN!!! i swear. they were holding our boobs. what is wrong with those people? they have a problem. lian fell and this bitch elbowed her diaphragm for no fuckin reason. hello. that's dangerous kaya. the ref (coach of AFC...) didnt call it. tss. the man didnt call any of their fouls. figures.
but besides the mean and lesbian people...theyre really nice and fun :)

this afternoon i went to luke! awwwww! i missed them all so much! alyssa and miggy gave the talk. good job good job.

i love this week!!!
mon -no school!
tues -minor subjects!
wed -forum
thurs -half day!
fri -no school!
sat -soiree
sun -shopping!

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 11:08:01 GMT

this week was so wonky. oh how i hated it. i didn’t get any rest or sleep. i still have an algeb quiz + hw and my macbeth monologue tom. i missed training yesterday. no juniors trained daw. malamang... a very busy week for all of us. hayyy. coach is going to yell his little badly head off next meeting and give us another sermon on being committed. pfft.

grr grr grr! i was supposed to take my filipino make up test today but noooo. sir was absent. it keeps getting postponed. its so annoying. i want to get it over with na!!! i have to keep worrying about it.

*CL ORALS ON MONDAY and im going to be the FIRST to take it. does borha love me or what.*

since i had nothing to do during dismissal time, i decided to go to gale to buy food (the food in the caf is crap). i didn’t want to go alone sooo i asked my sister to go with me. she didn’t have a gate pass so i made her takas. now i feel so bad and guilty because that was her first takas. waaah... im such a BI to her. i don’t want to be BI! i want to be a good ate! a good role model to her! i know. it sounds so sappy. whatever. and she kept telling me pa naman over and over... "im so glad my first takas was with my ate!" aaaaahhhh! that sounds so wrong to me. wrong and evil!!! ugh. i die.

on the way home from school today, i noticed this house i never really paid attention to before. It still had its christmas lights and decoration on. and it's... july! surprise surprise. maybe they forgot to take it down. i dunno. talkin bout the christmas spirit.

ooh!!! super fun! last wed our t.h.e group stopped by podium to buy materials for our project. and there was like a badminton court there at the middle of the mall. it was so tempting. i couldn’t resist. so me and nikki got rackets from the lady in charge there and we played our little leathered shoes off. haha fuuun! oh! and we had Korean fans!!! :D

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 07:33:29 GMT

tsk tsk tsk. i hardly get to update my journal anymore. so busy kasi! waaaah i hate it! everyday... study study study!

last friday we slept over at janey's. super fun!!! the whole night we danced to her kewl dvd slash music player. oye. parteh! woohoo. the next day hazel left so it was just me, linny and janey. the whole morning we were memorizing our macbeth monologues. then in the afternoon we watched movies and went swimming!!!!

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 11:38:28 GMT

my gosh its already monday tomorrow. ew. this weekend went by so fast. now i have another long week ahead of me. awww!

i ended up not going to eastwood yesterday. my mom said i go out to much. HUWATEVER. i got stuck at home studying for chem while my mom and my sisters went shopping... yes. can you sense my anger?

woho! its like, dried mango galore here! my dad just arrived from cebu and he brought dried mango for pasalubong! like 50 packs! wee. how fun. i ate 3 so far. 47 more to go!Ü hahaha

who wants dried mangos???Ü

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 01:29:09 GMT

shit. ang aga, putek. i had to wake up at 5 IN THE MORNING for soccer at ateneo. we were supposed to have a game against the ateneo college team at 6. but nooo. the game was canceled!! coach didnt even bother telling us! so we ended up just jogging 10 rounds around that massive field then doing abs and penalties. ugh! hello! good morning! i had to wake up pa so early just to do an hour and a half of training. i slept so late pa naman last night. and i didnt even get to eat breakfast. boo.

happy thoughts happy thoughts.

im going to eastwood later!Ü yay!

whee! im bored.

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 15:07:33 GMT

You Are the Girl Next Door!

You're caring, warm, and the girl that nice guys want to marry.
Uncomplicated and simple, you've got an easy going attitude guys love.
But this doesn't mean you're dull - far from it!
You're a great conversationalist, and you're an expert at living the good life.

What Kind of Girl Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

oyeh! the good life! haha stole this quiz from lexa -sharing is caring!;)
WHAT the hell is up with the watering can??

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 14:22:14 GMT

woohoo. i didnt go online this whole week! my sched has been so busy lately. i dont have time for anything anymore. its just study study study. and train. i miss my friends!!! so so muuuuuuuuuch!!! :( argh. everyone's so bad trip now. its all because of this section shit. we're all separated! if only they just blocked us, things would be better and everyone would be happier.

janeyyy! hay nako. stop being sad nga. you're getting us all sad too. :( we feel what you feel honey. i really hope you feel better soon. cheer up! okay?!

just came from gale. yay! we were all complete!Ü whoa. i never knew how much i missed hanging out with them all. even though we just walked around, it was so fun. woopee! john made me kwento his love life. wow. it's so interesting and cute. and we almost turned the man gay. haha

oooh.. i got to see <3 dough boy <3 HOTSTUFF!Ü haha

gonna watch war of the worlds tom at eastwood. oh oh! food fest! YEAH!!Ü

"if there are more papers than people please give back to me" -ms. martin hahaha the best.
Uh-huh! i got a point for spanish for greeting martin at dismissal time! my first point! clap clap clap! yaaay!Ü

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 03:09:00 GMT

ugh. i still feel sick. i ate 30 pieces of fish ball yesterday from depression. Janey! hazel! linny! hope you had fun in gale! i sure had fun eating fish balls. harharhar

oh yeah! i am so inspired to write after cl class yesterday! cl's one of the most interesting subjects now. i don't mean that in a holy way. im ACTUALLY learning things. USEFUL things. for the past years we've been learning crap we don't even need in our lives. thank God. at least this year wont be another waste.

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 03:47:52 GMT

clear books! clear books! where the hell can i find long clear books?! all the nationals i've been to are all out. grr. ms Par already gave me a warning!

last training there were try outs and only 2 new people showed up. haha.:) they're from 4th year. they started talking to us about their xavier interaction last year and they gave us advice if ever we'll have a xavierian for a prom date. hmmmmm... very interesting!

oh yeah. i also found out that 2 certain people from the 2nd year batch are planning to join soccer. the hell? when i heard who hey were i knew they were just joining soccer for the popularity or whatever. uhuh! then my sister said she over heard them talking about it and they said they're joining just for the boyz - cuz guys find soccer chicks hot daw. see... stupid dumb ass flirts.

uuhh. im sick! i have a bad cough and it wont go away!

tomorrow is janey's birthday! dont forget to greet her!!Ü

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 12:38:38 GMT

well... school started. its not like i could have stopped it from coming. whoa! haven't updated for quite a while. again with the groundingness. i think i got grounded 5 times this whole summer. did i break a record or something?

woes me. i read hamlet for no reason at all. instead of hamlet we're doing macbeth for this year. grr. a waste of brain cells.

waaah! me, linny, janey and hazel are all separated. like in one section each. they meant to do it i tell you. but fine, whatever, i still love my class. and it's not the end of the world, hazel. :)

uuuuhhh! damn heat waves! it's so hot!!

'the ball is my boyfriend and i am its queen'
-thanks janna. i know how to kick high fly balls now. :) haha

*~- U sHoUlD bE mY tHuG..mY tRu gAnGsTa gUy
tHe 1 wHo lOOkS aLL tUfF..
yEt wOnT eVeR mAkE mE cRy
U sHoUlD bE mY bAbY..tHa 1 tHaT uNdErsTaNdS
aNd eVeN wHeN hiS bOyS aRe tHeRe..
hE's liKe..wAnNa hOld mY hAnD? *~-

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 05:39:20 GMT

dear lord mother f! summer is ENDINGGGGGGGGGG! are you kidding me? where has time gone? it seems like just yesterday when we were planning a list of things to do for the summer.

i already started reading noli and hamlet. hurrah for lian! she's going to give me her notes for hamlet and the monologue stuffies so that i could start memorizing. it's really long daw. another hurrah for reyna! she's leaving me with her geom notes. goodbye reyna! we'll miss you sooo much! kick ass at college! as for chem, i've got the notes right here dawg. big props fo SAP.

ewww. i feel so nerdy. daymn. but im super going to take 3rd year seriously. cuz this is hell year.

grr. i really dont want to go back to school. can't we just skip a year for once? hmmm... but i guess i should be thankful for it. im treasuring every year i have in high school. dear sweet high school. this is where it all happens. our first loves, our crazy nights, parties, cramming, hanging out with all your friends, getting in trouble. im really going to miss it. and i only have 2 more years of this. im going to make the most out of it. i can't afford to waste any of this.

must. savor. every. moment.

~~Im the kinda person who always has something to say, but when you looked at me n smiled, i was speechless, you simply took my breath away~~

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 10:34:13 GMT

just came from the beach! the weather was spankin. loved it.

advertising sun glo

walking on the seashore

me and my little sister maica Ü

me and little sisters swimming!

playing in the water

windy!

***It took me a long time to realize this and I think I am starting to, but sometimes what you want isn't always what you get, but in the end what you get is sooo much better than what you wanted***

Sun, 29 May 2005 08:39:33 GMT

we won! yay! the trophy is so nice and big and golden. score was 2-0. yeyeh. who taught them how to play football? WE DID!!!

when football festivals turn bad...

Sat, 28 May 2005 13:31:33 GMT

my goooood! i can't stop shivering! the weather was so wacky today! before leaving the house for the Monfort football festi in ateneo it was raining. we even thought the festival was going to be canceled but then coach said rain or shine tuloy. then when we got there the sun was shinin! but overly! it became so HOT! talk about wacky! our first game was against xavier and we lost. which was SO WEIRD cuz...hello...xavier... the following games were all good. we even crushed miriam. i felt so bad for them. they had a bad day today and alice started crying... awwww. we were getting ready for our final game with xavier to decide who wins it all when it started to rain again! really really really hard!!! with the thunder and LIGHTNING and everything. (ooohhh...) so they made us stop and we waited and waited for the lighting to go away. but it didn't. the rain just became stronger then a big flash of lightning appeared! then the lights went off and we all screamed then my head bumped janna's then we ran and ran like hell to the tent! hahaha.Ü it would have probably been hilarious to watch. anyway we sort of got stranded in the tent. it was super squishy cuz we were all there and the wind and rain just kept coming at us. it was soooo cold! freezingggg!! everyone else went to the building. we should have ran for cover while we still could. but oh well. too late now! obviously, the storm wasn't going to go away so the people incharge were deciding what to do with our last game. they suggested to flip a coin to decide who will take home the gold but that just aint right! xavier was even saying they deserve to take home the gold just because they won more games than us. bullshit! we play by the rules and we stick to them! we play a deciding game! HAH! and we shall! we play a deciding game tomorrow afternoon at ateneo. ooohhh we'll show them who RULES. we are the finest of the fine! i can't wait to kick their asses. THEY WILL CRY. weep you babies weep. *chuckles laugh* >:D

oh yeah! saw gab there. weird. i wasn't expecting to see him there. i didn't even know he played. you shocked me man! where the hell did you come from? haha

oh yeah! i also saw tracy!!!! and we played against her team. i didn't know you played football girl!Ü you guys have so much potential!;)

there better be good weather tomorrow!

we missed you kat and kim! we felt so incomplete with out you! you better go tomorrow! you must feel the glory with us!

hey! an entry all about football! haha

Fri, 27 May 2005 08:24:41 GMT

so we ended up going to tagaytay. me, janey, hazel, gary, miggy, and bri went. super fun!!! we even had an adventure! haha when we got there we went hiking in the foresty place behind janey's property. to get there we had to cross a bamboo bridge. it was like a tree bridge. and it was so high from the ground. scaryyyy! after that we crossed the 'land of shit' then went down this long road. then came the plant-ish tunnel-ish slippery place then the 'land of the short' then we hiked more, then we eventually got tired so we headed back, crossed the bridge and i almost fell!!! my foot even got stuck and my slipper broke so i went bare foot the rest of the way home. it didn’t rain so we just played with the sprinklers. after that we just bummed around and talked and talked and ate quail (awwww!!). then i fell asleep (for like 15mins which seemed to be 3hours) cuz i stayed up to watch the Liverpool v Milan game that morning and so did miggy so they went ATVing with out us (sniff!). oh yeah we played badminton!! shit mehn galing pala ni gary and miggy! those guys can play! we played doubles, girls v guys and they clobbered us. Grr. rematch! next time next time! XD

my god, i was sooooo worn-out after the trip. i was so sleepy! i couldn’t keep my eyes open. i had to drop hazel home pa, then my dad forced me to eat cuz he found out i ate little lang cuz it was quail (poor things!), then mother wanted to talk to me about the tournament on sat pa. hay! i ended up sleeping at 2.

ugh. i woke up at 1 and i am STILL drained from yesterday.
but the trip was really fun. thanks janey!Ü you're a doll.

Wed, 25 May 2005 13:42:00 GMT

Freaky weaky! Just came from gale, watched house of wax with hazel. It was so…whoa. strange. the idea of dead people covered in wax makes me feel like hurling. Omg! Chad michael murray is the ultimate hotie of hoties. (can you say ABS?!) He was prolly the only good thing that happened in the movie. when he removed his shirt all the girls in the theatre reacted. Haha. Also some guys. woh! queerness. Oh yeah, Paris Hilton’s acting sucks! Yeah... that’s it.

We saw so much people we knew! We saw nikko (that guy's everywhere), tropa, the cl teacher from 4th yr, the librarian (…?) mara, gio and lizzy.

Yummeh. For dinner we had that really cheesy pizza in chef d angelo’s. I ate two pieces. Hazel ate the rest. How DID she do that. That girl can eat.

I bought a new bikini! Its so prettyyyy!!!

Going to batangas tom with friends! Or tagaytay… eh… i dunno. labo. I really want to go to the beach!!! My tali trip didn’t push through. damnit. no sand... no sun... my god. that's torture. i have to go to the beach at least once a month. awww! i miss the smell of the ocean and the pretty sunsets!!! :(
janeyyy! batangas nalang!!!Ü

Mon, 23 May 2005 03:36:54 GMT

dont really have much to say. just feel like updating. weird.

hmm...so im going to the parlor later. im in need of a pedi badly. might go to metro walk after and just bum around. hopefully my dad will spare me some cash. i want new shoes and skirts!!! last time i went to metro walk, my cousins came with me. we had absolutely no money and nothing to do. we ended up

1. going to each resto just to compare and criticize the prices of food on the menu.

2. bummin in starbucks drinking milk and water. yeh yeh. that da shiznit yo

3. sharing one bag of doritos (all TEN of us, mind you). i got to nibbled my way to 3 chips. yay!

4. playing with the free samples at hortaleza's. tom put eye shadow on me. i looked like a raccoon after. and the very pink lipstick didn't want to come off. i ended up looking like a raccoon zombie clown bride. what did we learn here? NEVER TRUST BOYZ WITH MAKE UP.

5. playing dares. i had to go into that... pleasure (shiver) store and pretend to buy a furry thong. waaaaah!! that place is so immoral.

ooohhh! they're showing the OC behind the scenes. coolness. i shall watch. off i go! :)